I simply don't have enough creativity or energy to blog every day, but even I'm surprised that it's been a week and a half since I last posted.
There's a lot going on in my life that I have to learn about to help myself and my son live our best lives, and there seems to be no shortage of new avenues to study and explore. I'm not one of those militant moms who lives for a "cure" for autism, simply because I don't believe there is one and seriously doubt I'll see one in my lifetime, but new ideas and theories abound all the time, and although I find it all exhausting and pushed a lot of it away for a long time, I am starting to see the merit in some of it and even some great importance in why I must learn about certain aspects of what is being hailed by some as keys to "recovery."
Autism "recovery." The debate of the century rages on. Some are insistent and believe whole-heartedly in it, while others (mainly autistic adults themselves) are adamantly opposed to it and see it as sheer quackery. I'm somewhere in the middle, and only because I have recently discovered that I have some of the health issues that these proponents of "biomedical interventions" are so insistent can "cure" autism. I am not trying to "cure" or "recover" my son, but after the past four years of struggling against my own body, I now know that I have Candida overgrowth. This systemic yeast invades the intestine and flattens the flora, which are the structures that absorb the nutrients from the foods we eat. I now know that my flora are badly damaged from years of antibiotics used to treat acne and other maladies that subsequently made me resistant and, therefore, made my son resistant to antibiotics as well, largely because I was horribly sick with bronchial pneumonia through about 2/3 of my pregnancy and thus given copious amounts of antibiotics to cure me.
Of course, not a word was said about taking probiotics to preserve my digestive health...and it all came down on me years later in the form of several autoimmune problems. Due to all of that, and especially being sick during my pregnancy, it also left my son with a weakened ability to fight infection. A long string of ear infections resulted. I now also have an intolerance to a long list of foods...and I fear the same for my son. I already know he's gluten intolerant, as are my father and both my brothers, and he is about 95% gluten-free now. Symptoms he had like chest discomfort, reflux, and abdominal weight are gone now, and other things, such as constipation, will probably eventually resolve. I just hope to God he doesn't have Candida, as I do, and I am starting him on a precautionary probiotic to guard against it.
All of these are biomedical treatments that are touted to "recover" kids and adults from autism, but if he improves--particularly with his language ability--that will only be a bonus. I'm doing this because if he feels even ten percent as miserable as I did before starting this, it has to be done for the sake of his physical health. Gluten intolerance and Celiac Disease left untreated can lead to diabetes and cancer, as well as other serious health problems, so I know we have to be gluten-free. That's my only reason for doing this with him, but if some improvement in his ability to live his life independently comes of it, that's all good, too.
